Mon 19th May 2008
Oh boy what elation it was to see I had done it. And yes it was simple. The darkness and mystery that seemed to enshroud it gone. Instead it stands in a bright light of clear understanding and simplicity. Inspiring me to continue, to do the blogs I have yearned so long to do.
Never, ever give up - my constant mantra now because I have found myself constantly reading it or hearing it one way or another everytime I thought of giving up.
Just to day I was drawn to read, yet again:-
'Our greatest weakness lies in giving up.
The most certain way to succeed is always to try one more time'
Thomas Edison
and
'The power to shape the future is earned through persistence.
No other quality is as essential to success.
It is the sandpaper that breaks down all resistance and sweeps away all obstacles.
It is the ability to move mountains one grain of sand at a time'
Monday, 19 May 2008
Have I done it???
Mon 19th May 2008
Well let's see - I have taken the steps that for some reason before I dared not take. I am trying this out and will just see what happens. Why have I not done so before is a very good question. So many fears, so many doubts, so many unknowns.
It seemed like I was launching into nothingness, an area I had no idea how it would turn out. But would not even let myself explore or experiment. It's easy I've heard so many times but everything is when you know how. And hearing others say that only makes it worse when you are feeling stuck and unable to take part.
Another part of not moving forward was a mental freezing up of what to say. Something deep inside me wanted to be expressed but sit down to type it up and away it would go, into the ether. My insides feeling anguish and disappointment.
Now I am elated and feel so free, just typing whatever comes to mind. Such a new way of being for me, a new begining for my life. Out of the jungle of fear, over the perceived unclimbable mountain, free from the tangled web of lies I use to tell myself.
Wow how good it is to breath new life and new possibilities. My dreams really do come true........
Well let's see - I have taken the steps that for some reason before I dared not take. I am trying this out and will just see what happens. Why have I not done so before is a very good question. So many fears, so many doubts, so many unknowns.
It seemed like I was launching into nothingness, an area I had no idea how it would turn out. But would not even let myself explore or experiment. It's easy I've heard so many times but everything is when you know how. And hearing others say that only makes it worse when you are feeling stuck and unable to take part.
Another part of not moving forward was a mental freezing up of what to say. Something deep inside me wanted to be expressed but sit down to type it up and away it would go, into the ether. My insides feeling anguish and disappointment.
Now I am elated and feel so free, just typing whatever comes to mind. Such a new way of being for me, a new begining for my life. Out of the jungle of fear, over the perceived unclimbable mountain, free from the tangled web of lies I use to tell myself.
Wow how good it is to breath new life and new possibilities. My dreams really do come true........
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